EUPHORIC
Carpe diem. Two words; endless possibilities. I'm living for something bigger than me, bigger than you, bigger than anything imaginable and let me tell you; the ride hasn't been without any bumps along the way but every bump, every smooth surface, every rainy day and every ray of sunshine has and will continue to be worth it. I don't know what's at the end but I won't let that stop me.
Fast men. Sexy cars. You down?
I like to take pictures of everything but myself; I love art in all forms; I like seeing things as they are and giving it all a chance; I like the feeling you get when you just know that something is right; I love life; I love love. I'm not just a girl in the world, I'm someone and you may not know me now but somebody does and that's all that really matters to me.
Odd-balls of a majority
I know all that was said in this article and I am in no way bitter or resentful about not being married by now. Heavenly Father blesses us on HIS time, not ours. Until then, I can live my life the best way possible and continually prepare a life that when the time comes for me to receive the blessing of an eternal companion that I am ready to take on such a blessing. I can instead of being bitter toward those who have already received the blessing, be grateful for the examples around me and bask in their happiness as that is what our brother Jesus Christ would have done. We often times just need a reminder but to no avail, this will not affect me for very long until I realize just how silly it is of me to complain about this. God is good. Remember that ALWAYS!
The Beat of the Drum.
And I can’t make you love me just as much as I can’t make you grow out of your dreams.
Those weren’t my intentions at all.
You’ve got me all wrong.
I love you AND your dreams.
I believe in you AND your dreams.
I, in no way want to take that away from you.
It wouldn’t be you without those dreams.
Those dreams make up some part of the man I love.
No pressure.
Don’t cower.
I’m not trying to take away what’s important to you.
I understand.
I would expect the same thing.
Why don’t you know this?
I guess I’m to blame.
I haven’t made my intentions known.
I just thought you knew me better.
I thought wrong.
I wasn’t obvious enough.
Maybe I was too obvious.
Why do you keep running?
I can’t keep up.
One day we’re fine.
The next, we’re strangers.
I can’t wait forever,
but I would.
It hurts me.
You don’t care though.
Your number one is yourself.
I respect that to an extent.
But to other extents I hate that quality in you.
It’s redeeming and diminishing.
Best part,
you’ll never admit that you’re aware of what you’re doing.
That’s the real kicker.
How can I find beauty in a liar?
Perhaps you’re the exception: the beautiful liar.
We can’t keep going around in circles,
and I can’t keep falling back into your arms.
Although, they’re where I want to be for eternity …
They’re heaven on earth and hell for me,
all at the same time.
It’s self-destructive.
Yet, here I am,
stupid and all.
But I just can’t quit you,
OR your dreams.
I believe that much,
and I won’t give up.
I know that sometimes you just have to let go,
someday I will,
but for right now,
I’m strong enough to roll with the punches,
and move to the beat of this drum.
To be continued …
Tonight’s The Bachelor and French fries night :). Too bad the bachelor isn’t hott and the girls are annoying!
It’s still quality time with the roomies though =p
Bawwws and Gucci.
Hahahaha, I think anyone would be entertained by our conversations.
#friendsmakelifebetter
Jaws Theme Swimming – Brand New
Sometimes I feel like I’m living in a world that’s only out to get me but then I turn the tables and I remember that I’m out to get the world. I’m here to prove to the world that I’m bigger than you are; I’m the substance that keeps opposition going; I’m out to prove that despite the pressures of the present day society, that I can be the sore thumb that sticks out. I have no problem sticking out, I was born peculiar. I was made to stand out. I was made in the image of my God and while there are many who are not fans, I know that I chose to be on the right team.
Jaws Theme Swimming? HA! I’ve got one on you. =)
Guess I’ll continue later when I’m not rushing off to do some homework. =)
While on a family trip, we encountered some centipedes. My cousins placed it in a bottle and I placed my lens in the hole.
I want to be the first person you tell your happiness to, your sadness, and your dreams. I want to hear the joke that nearly made you pee your pants. I want to hear the nightmare that kept you up half the night. I want to experience what makes you feel like a kid in a candy store. I want to be that one you greet morning and night. I want to be your lady.
I’m gonna love you till you love me back.
